BOOOOO!!!
rarr. its already sunday night. my grandparents jubilee is coming sooonn! yay! so right after commendation day im off to Sabah and i should be back on sunday afternoon. just in time for my malay alevels. RARR. hopefully i wont be jetlagged or sumthin or i'll be screwed. nevermind. i shall read my peribahasa on the plane and at the celebration. hahha. and maybe ill try n practice speaking malay to my relatives there too. hee hee. (somehow i have the feeling this wont work.) hahha. hmm. why do people laugh at me everytime i try to speak malay! hmph. i thought my bahasa was bagus! hahha *looks at mubs n nabs* not meh? HMPH.
aniwaess. went shopping yesterday for like dunno how long in attempt to find something decent to wear for this weekend. i think im the first person to get a sprained ankle from shopping. hee hee. and that damn song by Brand New is in my head. hahaha. jude law and the semester abroad. haha. this is all amira's fault. HMPH.
rarr. and my hand smells of some yucky perfume. was trying to spray some celine dion perfume (i had no idea she had a perfume) onto the piece of paper that they gave out and accidenly sprayed it all over my hand. yuccckkk. it smells very ah-ma like. hmpph. and i just realised we have 7 hours of PW tomorrow. SEVEN HOURS!!! NOOOOO!!! =(
okayy. super siann right now. am going to sleep. ZzZzZz. buhh byee! =)
//.. and you can see right through me, so let me go.
brin bit this at ; 11:30 PM
Thursday, October 20, 2005
- Story of the Year.
The stars will cry
The blackest tears tonight
And this is the moment that I live for
I can smell the ocean air
And here I am
Pouring my heart onto these rooftops
Just a ghost to the world
That's exactly
Exactly what I need
From up here the city lights burn
Like a thousand miles of fire
And I'm here to sing this anthem
Of our dying day
For a second I wish the tide
Would swallow every inch of this city
As you gasp for air tonight
I'd scream this song right in your face
If you were here
I swear I won't miss a beat
Cause I never
Never have before
From up here the city lights burn
Like a thousand miles of fire
And I'm here to sing this anthem
Of our dying day
Of our dying day
Of our dying day
Of our dying day
For a second I wish the tide
Would swallow every inch of this city
And you gasp for air tonight
From up here the city lights burn
Like a thousand miles of fire
And I'm here to sing this anthem
Of our dying day
From up here the city lights burn
Like a thousand miles of fire
And I'm here to sing this anthem
Of our dying day
From up here the city lights burn
Like a thousand miles of fire
And I'm here to sing this anthem
Of our dying day
Our dying day
brin bit this at ; 3:32 PM
Sunday, October 16, 2005
spent until 2+ last night editing proposals. was really inspired by the 8th yesterday. at first i was wondering what kind of training they were gonna give us. but it was actually really interesting. about meetings, projects, etc. but the most important part was when they talked to us about council itself. how they ran things, the conflicts, the struggles. and the h.o.w of the 1st SC came down! =) that guy is amazing mann. really awesome. and i can see that he's really really proud of council. everytime chee keong mentioned some achievement or something, he was smiling really widely. =) one word. awesome. =)
and the 8th really taught us a lesson. Student Council "only the elite"? that was their motto. but they changed it to Student Council, "as one". for a very very very good reason. =) they were unable to spread this message probably because they had to stop coming down to train the future batches for a certain time period. but really, i agree with them. whats the point of being an elite if you cant work together? whats the point of being so special and exclusive if it accomplishes nothing but making people gasp in awe? to tell u the truth, if you offered me two choices; would u want ur council to be exclusive and look like elites, or would you rather just banish every opportunity if it gets the job done? id rather slave in the mud, throw my face, whatever it takes to make everything better. seriousy, i know this is about to sound seriously cliche, but SRJC, all for you.
if i get retained (CHOY. haha.) i dont care, for the time being until the release of the results, im goin to try as much as i can to do everything i can. i have a great committee beside me. they are really awesome. i love you guys. no matter how much work we give you, you don't complain. you try your best in everything and i dunno what else to say. =) im seriously impressed. and after hearing what the 8th had to say yesterday, which i could tell, came straight from their hearts, i think the 18th can really do something good. really.
we just have to work really hard. so what if people doubt us? so what if people think we're just for show or we arent anything worthwhile. so what if the support from the people we really thought would support us at first is wavering? we have each other. this is ours. lets make it something. =)
and something that the 8th said yesterday just before they left for macs (HAHA. its always macs.) really made think. =) they said that if there's anything we need, or we just want to talk to someone, or anything at all, just call them, send them an email. whatever. despite their busy lives, they actually said that. and that meant a lot. =)
and yes, we better invite them for investiture!! hahah, yay! =)
so anyway, before i get carried away and write a longer essay (HAHA.) i better be off. got a couple of econs corrections to dooo. rarr. and im still worried about my gradessss. =( but i tried my best. sigh. whatever happens, happens. i guess i gotta have faith. haha. okay peeps. cya! =)
brin bit this at ; 2:16 PM
Friday, October 14, 2005
firstly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY LYDIA! love ya ripp! =) hahhaha. we shall go MANDAI zoo soon k. =)
anyway, today was a kind of hectic day. came accross a lot of dissapointing info. mainly regarding our promos. im friggin scared lahh. just sitting in the music room and listening to mr tan n ms tiang talk abt our results was friggin scary. especially so, since its lit. rarr. and CnA is usually my best paper. =( but i knew i wouldnt do as well after i did the paper. kinda sucks. but then again, we havent even gotten back our papers yet. sighh
the feeling is almost as scary as waiting for my o level results mann. haha. so yea, my spirits were kinda dampened after that, but managed to cheer up a little later after crapping with josh n nabs. =) thanks guys. have a stupid head ache now and theres school tomorrow. rarr. am goin to sleep. ZzZzZz. update more tomorrow. see ya!
//.. cross my heart and hope to, im lying just to keep you here.
brin bit this at ; 11:45 PM
Wednesday, October 12, 2005
i have a blocked nose again! argh. and and and. i dunno how to do InR. save me save me save meeee! and nabs just say write anything. hahah. hmm. that was very helpful. heh. i wonder what mr hui will say if i write him a poem on my PW. hahhahah
brin's InR
PW was lots of fun
a huge burden to everyone
we learnt to laugh and play
and be happy and gay
.. what else rhymes with play?
hmm.. anyway..
my group's project has no title
because no one wanted to listen to me
when i told them to name our project
"SMELL ME."
what the hell rhymes with title?
okay, nevermind, mr hui is my idol!
maybe he will give me extra marks for this,
otherwise my EXCEEDING EXPECTATIONS grade will take a miss.
i have still no idea how to do InR,
maybe because i didnt attend the lecture in school,
no, i WAS NOT playing a fool,
i was simply stuck in a flu pool. (err. its actually pool of flu but otherwise it wont rhyme.)
HAHAHA. okay. i have satisfied my boredom for tonight. today was palette btw. hahha. we had some speech therapy thing. haha. okay, it was a public speaking course. but it wasnt too bad. quite fun. hahha. soft toys with weird tails are quite fun too. hahha. and jane tricked me cz she said the 8th SC was coming down but it was not them. i was about to ask the trainer if she was from the 8th SC. wahlau. hmph. nvvvvmmm.
hahha. but today wasnt such a bad day. and i have to thank nabs for following me all the way to chung heng or chin cheng or dunno what shop it was to buy gas knobs. hahha. rarr. the knob for my gashob broke! and i just realised u could actally toast an egg!! omg. AN EGG! hahah. i will take a picture and then show u guys soon k. hahahha. the whole thing just puffs up! and then sinks down again.
oh yahh. i told my friend i wanted to fast tomorrow. but its pointless if i fast for no reason at all. HENCE, I WILL FAST FOR THE DYING CHILDREN IN AFRICA! i dont care! (and no isa, i do not like him! argh. hahhaha) u noe, i really wished there was this school trip for CIP or sumthin to africa. i dunno why but i imagine myself teaching them how to play football. eventhough i have no idea how to play football properly, rather than the fact that u are supposed to kick it. hahha. rarr. (btw, did i ever tell u that rarr is a nice word?) okay, nvm. im tired and my mum refuses to make for me Milo unless i do something productive. hahah. okay. time to check friendster! WOOHOO! i mean, errr. time to do PW. sighh. byeee! =)
//.. and of all the faces in the crowd, yours is the only one i see.
brin bit this at ; 8:29 PM
Tuesday, October 11, 2005
i was feeling bored (although i have tons of things to do. haha.) and decided to attempt to be creative! yay! so aniwae. i felt the need to post this. =)
WOOHOO. okay. back to work. yay! =)
brin bit this at ; 4:17 PM
Monday, October 10, 2005
i wrote a very long post just now. but thanks to dennis, who attempted to send me an edited pic of a specific someone (HAHA.), the damn computer hanged. so i will summarise everything in one sentence.
i am feeling lame, happy, sad and i went out with kay miang, pam, maria, geraldine, chelsea to watch GOAL! which was an awesome great movie with a dude that looked like robbie williams and promos are over so im excited but also upset and living in denial because of a chapter that was not even written and yet has ended mysteriously enough.
YAY! three cheers for brin! woohoo! i love 4faith '04. they rock my friggin lime green cow spotted socks. =)
brin bit this at ; 10:08 PM
Friday, October 07, 2005
this is a direct translation from some chinese song.
"i love you as the mouses love the rice.."
hahhahah. awww. so sweet. hahhahahhaha. i cannot take it. mel, u better stop sending me ah lian songs. muahahhaha. oh yea, and my liver is dead. hahahha. bye. =)
//.. let me know what i've done wrong, when ive known it all along.
brin bit this at ; 8:59 PM
Monday, October 03, 2005
do you noe in Desperate Housewives theres this famous line where one of em goes, "Oh no. Mary Alice, what have you done?" hahha. thats my fave line but now i think its coming back to haunt me. everytime i think of my WONDERFUL promo pprs that ive done, i think "oh no. brin, what have you done??" ARGHHHH.
crap crap crap. not good. not good. O' MONSTROUS!
rarr. i hate exams. wish life was simpler. and i seriously miss sec. sch english where we got to write bullcrap and still got marks for it. when i try to do the same thing in GP i get a c6. hahhaha. wth. but i seriously miss writing compos and short stories and poems where someone evetually either dies in the end cz' of cancer or gets shot by some soldier. hahaha. that is damn sadistic. hahha. but yea. i wish life was this record player where i could just hit the rewind button and enjoy life and then when im up for it, i'd forward it back up again. friggin sucks i tell ya.
I CALL THIS CREATIVE DESTRUCTION! YES. GP IS CREATIVE DESTRUCTION! so thank you, professor whats-your-name for inventing this economic theory or whatever. but really. how to be creative when it comes to GP mann. imagine, "and so capital punishment is like a elegant pink swan that floats away gracefully on the water bed, stopping every now and then to take a glimpse of what life was and will be in the time to come.." HAHHA. oh my goodness. that actually sounds quite good. HEH HEH. i shud have done the essay on cap. punishment. harhar. =x okay, maybe not. hmph.
oh no. its 1pm and im still in my sch uni. better go get sum work done. happy muggin ppl. just a few more days til we can breathe easy. and after that, isa is supposed to follow me to go meet up with my new boyfriends, jim, jack and johnny. while mel can go meet up with her new boyfriends before they "go on a long journey" and release some birds from cages using the new Visa card. HAHAHA. yay. buhh bye. =)
//.. it seems to easy to call you Saviour. Not good enough to call you God. So I sit and think of the words i can mention, to show my devotion. I want to fall in love with you.
brin bit this at ; 1:04 PM